Each one's mask

There's no way to pass through all
Just forget it
To ignore and even not to feel anything
Something rapes me from inside
And changes me
Turns my entire will into misgiving
No excuses for going away
Not a single word at all for coming back

But when I watch the past
I realize each one's mask
It seems that time have changed
But you won't.

Everything sounds ok
Just for you, my friend
But to me it's disappointment
In the eyes of the stranger
I see sadness, I see distance, I see regret
I feel bleeding in my chest
All the memories
That no longer make me smile

I am not as strong as you
I don't know just to say hi
And pretend that
I'm only pleased for meeting you again
I found spite inside
Collapsing me now, tearing me down