Maybe you will

I blamed you once for your mistakes
But now I'm here swallowing my pride again
I know you tried your best and I regret for
Not feeling pleased and crucify you instead

I know my tears couldn't save me from my sins
But I hope it may ask for my forgiveness

My apologies cannot justify
The way I felt and the cross you bore for me
If I cried sometimes with no one by my side
It was because I was weak and I couldn't claim for
20 long years of silence in our lives

I know my tears couldn't save me from my sins
But I hope it may ask for my forgiveness

I want you to hear this, there's a door to be opened
And that's what I'm waiting for
When you see me on my knees, be sure that I'll need a hand
And your backing to face my fears
I'm dying helpless, I'm just waiting for you to say you care

Although I know you won't come I'd rather believe maybe you will
And I hope so