Cold somnolence

What was bound to happen became lost
And is laying on my soul as a heavy boulder
Mocking hopes of happiness
Broke and pieces fell on my heart

Wrap me into black silk shrouds
The toll of bells is heavy
The oblique reflections of the candles
On dark walls are driving me insane

I hear dark disturbance of the night
Deafening silence
I saw everything, I created
Incinerated in my hands

Black mist devoured my days
Everything I had around me
Branched circle of memories
Will soon break with muted gritting

Wind, tired from wandering alone in the fields
Will sadly cry in the forest
Last sleep my friend
Will relieve me from last seconds

Will walk me the abyss of torment
Will walk me the path of sorrow
Thoughts are going out like a dusk
And someone whispers to my ear

That my pain will be cured soon
That death will cease my sorrow
I'm dreaming and I hear voices
Hoarse farewell
Behind the sad oblivion
My face is disappearing in the dark