Trying again

Once again I'll say I'm sorry for one more time
that I fucked up. All I wanted was you acceptance
but i missed the goals that you had set.
Expectations I can't live up to, make you turn away.
So many hopes and aspirations, to you I've always failed.
i tried my hardest to make you proud.
I did my best not to let you down.
Again I tried to reach the top, when
I didnt you let me drop. I thought I had it this time.
I was never close. You don't think that
I care, that's what hurt me most. Same old thing,
I told you so, spit that in my face. Even though
I tried, you think that I have failed.
I tried my hardest to make you proud.
I did my best not to let you down.
Again I tried to reach the top,
when I didn't you let me drop. I've failed,
at least i fucking tried. I've failed,
you were never on my side. I've failed,
at least I fucking tried.