Habitual god

Bound by habitual
Lord and master
Covet your chemical god
Contaminated blood runs faster
Pours from the wound

I feel my life descending
Dreams are forgotten
My existence is fading

Lies are in front of me
But i don't see it
Trying to forget is all - try to forget it all
All that was is stagnant
I face the god of what will kill me
This i will know

I stand alone with no conscience now
Not through the past
It was my understanding
For now is now
As it is forwarned

I hear the sound of silence
Emptiness from my final hour
A sickening world of impulsive violence
Trapped inside this beast of power