From insidiousy to apathy

Affliction time drags on the mind
No emotions left cannot find
That which will advance from this state
End this era of insidiousy
From insidiousy to apathy

Constriction the mind writhes in after thought
Simplified version of what I'd sought
Throughout it all found out that I was wrong
Wisdom synonymous with suffering
From insidiousy to apathy

Dwelling in apathy, souls melted minds contort
Feelings once pure as dark, dying
Hiding from memories, suffering as they bleed
Into thought, torment me, forever

From insidiousy to apathy, absolve me from this poisonous realm
It rips at my heart, it tears at my mind, it claws at my life, seek which I cannot find
From insidiousy to apathy, remove me from insanity
It's been far too long for this suffering, may it end before I encounter death

Darkness covers my mind
Through distant lands of illusion
Sworn to the essence of truth unveiled

Cannot refuse that which others can't see
I wander amongst this abysmal existence
Observing temptations of man as he falters
Knowledge unheard of, never considered for use

My existence somewhat displaced
Thoughts of death run through my veins
Purpose known yet not fulfilled
The thirst for power at the sight of blood spilled

Praise the most high
The force of darkness
Offer you life, increase our wisdom
Beasts of the deep, spawn of the sea
Come forth and show your animosity
Come forth and spew apocalypse
Revelation