If only i could

"speak away this emptiness"
The words have no meaning here... now I'm never clear...
"today is just another mistake and i'm pointing this out but i'm just not ready to know if it's time, if it's not time"
What is it now?
"it's nothing, let it go"

Bring back this light (if only i could)
Hold on to time (i could)
Dream of this life (if only i could)
Hold on to time (if only i could)

There's nothing that can keep me away
I swear, I'll always wait
But it hurts
And I'm starting to feel this time
And you'll show me what it's worth to feel this way
I hope I live another day to see what I've held on to
Will you?