Final dosage

I feel so helpless it drives me to despair
Lose control of myself so beware
Something is wrong, I hide from my life
Indisposition and hate will survive
The demons calling, they claim for control
Years of abuse are taking their toll
But I don't care I live in sin!

Am I wrong to pull the trigger?
Death and destruction pave the floor
My life is getting rigorous
Is salvation an open door?
Am I wrong to pull the trigger?
I just want to overdose
My life is getting rigorous
Who knows this?
Hypnosis - final dosage

Growing aggression I hate this life
This lack of balance to heal I don't strive
Where is the light, what blackened my mind?
Boundaries of my life are confined!
Casualness takes over, the beast is unwind
To suck my life out, for love I am blind
I commit it, for me there's no return!

Am I wrong to pull the trigger?
Death and destruction pave the floor
My life is getting rigorous
Is salvation an open door?
Am I wrong to pull the trigger?
I just want to overdose
My life is getting rigorous
Who knows this?
Hypnosis - final dosage

Thought I was helpless and out of control
Ignored my friends, just depression played a role
This selfish being wallow in self pity
This time I lost myself in the city
My blackened future now it clears off
Courage to break with my trough
I didn't care and lived in sin!

Am I wrong to pull the trigger?
Death and destruction pave the floor
My life is getting rigorous
Is salvation an open door?
Am I wrong to pull the trigger?
I just want to overdose
My life is getting rigorous
Who knows this?
Hypnosis - final dosage