Staring out the window

As I grew under starry eyes of the sky
Living and learning longing for contact
I had one foot glued down and a shake in the knee it's an odd little dance
Constricted condition
For so long I took to silence
I didn't understand what it was that I did
Now I'm looking at the world in a different way
And I realized there's been so much that I’ve really wanted to say
I began to understand where I've come from
It's not me it's not me it is you it is you
It's not me it's not me it is you it is you
And oh my heart flows on like a river into the ocean tides ebbing and flowing
I remain open tossing and turning staring out the window
Ahh staring out the window
For so long I took to silence
I didn't understand what it was that I did
Oh I was a natural disaster
Didn't even know what I was running from or after
And does any of it even really matter now
My head was so high up in the rafters
What the hell do I really want in my life
And who the hell do I really want in my life
Want to be among good people that make you feel good
That don't make you feel so misunderstood
And sometimes it's so much easier said than done
It's not me it's not me it is you it is you
It's not me it's not me it is you it is you
Ahh staring out the window
Ahh staring out the window