Better now

It's been a few days
Nothing's the same, you're a stranger
But in my heart
I know that there's no one that could know you better
Maybe you're right, but I need time
For me to write this chapter on my own

So many fights, so many nights
I couldn't hold my anger
I'd sleep in my car and wonder if I get to see you later
I'm done with the lies, done with the trying
So I guess you're not my problem now

'Cause I just want to hold you close
But I just fucking let you go
Mistakes are irreversible
So I think this might be better now

I don't want to drink tonight
But I need something to disguise
This pain that sits beneath my eyes
And in my mind
I think this might be better now
Better now, I'm better now

Ohh no no

I wish you had faith
But I was faced with an ultimatum
You knew I had dreams
So who were you to tell me to forget them?

And now it all seems
Your world is crashing down
You're blaming me for all that's been done

'Cause I just want to hold you close
But I just fucking let you go
Mistakes are irreversible
So I think this might be better now

I don't want to drink tonight
But I need something to disguise
This pain that sits beneath my eyes
And in my mind
I think this might be better now
Better now, I'm better now

So I guess you were a liar
You said you want it all, want it all
But you didn't have that fire for us

And when the truth comes I'm a danger
And I won't hold you back, hold you back
Now we've lost what still remains of our trust

'Cause I just want to hold you close
But I just fucking let you go
Mistakes are irreversible
So I think this might be better now

I don't want to drink tonight
But I need something to disguise
This pain that sits beneath my eyes
And in my mind
I think this might be better now
Better now, I'm better now

Ohh no

'Cause I just want to hold you close
But I just fucking let you go
Mistakes are irreversible
So I think this might be better now