Still everything

falling back to where we start again
disturbing shift to something less than desired
and are you glad to have me off your shoulder?
relieved i was so easy to get over
maybe you haven't finished yet
yet are words this fragile?
they deflate at the first sign of fear
your world disassembled
but you won't give me a chance to help you heal
we don't deserve
you should move on
advice through phone lines stinging strong
but i could never despise a face i adore
i'll hide behind these sunken eyes
pretend i don't care you've denied
remember: i was everything you ever wanted
oh everything you wanted
and now i'm falling back to where we start again
disturbing shift to something less than desired
and are you glad to have me off your shoulder?
relieved i was so easy to get over
i haven't finished yet
yet i close my eyes
i can't seem to forget
i'm back there with you
i'm lying in your bed
the slightest stir provokes your lips to move to mine
and i'm listening as you hold your breath
reveling in the thought of you beside me
why did this change?
what happens now?
forced to build up wall i let down
but you still find a way to charm me somehow
my head spins as if abused
unanswered question leave me confused
but you're still everything i've ever wanted
you're still everything
you're still my everything