The depreciative side

I take these pills to calm myself
it's in my head
I take these pills to correct myself
it's flowing through my brain

What's really inside me?
What's really eating me?
Down within, underneath

To get through the day I need this impedance
to straighten me out
To get through the day I need this addiction
coaxed with hate and fear

What's really inside me?
What's really eating me?
Down within, underneath

Your face fades
I will know you
unless
you've gone
to the depreciative side
Is it sane
to hide ourselves,
because we hate
what we see?

And I see...myself

What's really inside me?
What runs through my arteries?
Deep within, underneath

Your face fades
I will know you
unless
you've gone
to the depreciative side
Is it sane
to hide ourselves,
because we hate
what we see?

And I see...myself
And I see...myself