What's it all for?

I'm happy, but I'm terrified
Keep waking up In a bed of white lies
Im losing myself in this madness
I'm already in never getting out
They taught me how to swim
But I'm afraid I might drown
I don't know how I let this happen

And still the million-dollar question is

What's it all for?
I can't tell you anymore
Why do I do I do I do what
What I do I do I do

What's it all for?
Someone help me, 'cause I'm not sure
Why do I do what do what do what
What I do I do I do
What's it all for?

Losing sleep I'm stressing out
Anxiety has got me stuck on my couch
I'm trying so hard to break this habit
Flicking through the TV
And all I see is fake reality
So obsessed with the American Dream

And still the million-dollar question is

What's it all for?
I can't tell you anymore
Why do I do I do I do what
What I do I do I do
What's it all for?
Someone help me, 'cause I'm not sure

Why do I do what do what do what
What I do I do I do
What's it all for?

I don't know what Im doing
Am I winning or losing
My game, everyday
Who do they think they're fooling?
This world was made for losing
My way, That's why I say

What's it all for?
I can't tell you anymore
Why do I do I do I do what
What I do I do I do
What's it all for?
I can't tell you anymore
Why do I do I do I do what
What I do I do I do
What's it all for?
Someone help me, 'cause I'm not sure
Why do I do what do what do what
What I do I do I do
What's it all for?