Pain addicted

there seemes to be a space around a sheltered place
but sins glow deep inside
beating down myself and down and down again
drown the stone in pain that forms it into clay
my soul out of control

I feel a dream and ask it to come true
I drowsy paint a guide just to approach and reach the halos presence as a whole
one line drew wrong
I gonna fall

cannot turn the real unreal
wanna shroud the things I feel
sick sences suicide
beating down myself and down and down again
drown the stone in pain that forms it into clay
my soul out of control

I feel a dream and ask it to come true
I drowsy paint a guide just to approach and reach the halos presence as a whole
one line drew wrong
I gonna fall

and down, when everything's in gloom…
a silent wasted time
…and no one let me out

each day a sinless day
need to grow and go my way
no choke, no pain in use
pump another beat into the wicked holes
dirt is to defeat instead of weakening soules
this rays will veil my scars

I felt a dream and asked it to come true
I drowsy paint a guide just to approach and reach the halos presence as a whole
all lines drew right
I wanna fall