Blue eyes black heart

Almost sadness,
Feeling more or less ashamed,
Nothing more than space in your time between love and refined,
And it has taken you so very long,
How can selflessness be a part of this,
When head and heart are nothing but floorboards?
You feel in love with just a thought,
My heart was shamed,
My eyes look away,
As i only wanted love,
As you only wanted a whore.