My uncoloured flower

you want to save me
but you can't see
my soul… a lack of faith
the last feelings had died

beloved blood tears
falling for my sins
redemption is the truth
for my existing fears

but why?
tell me… why?
why words hurts me?
when I cry / when we die
I'll believe in you

why…
these things bring back to me
past lies - crucifies
the end of all dreams

you can't stay with me
your hope is my pain
our love cannot be found
on this dark earth

heaven's light strikes me
darkest clouds disappear
in my blinded eyes
nothing left to be seen

but why?
tell me… why?
why words made me do it
you cry - I hear and die
(nevermore) I'll believe in your eyes

why…
these facts bring back to me
other times - sacrifice
the heart of eternity.