Spring covered with snow

I watch the passing years
Summer dew and autumn clouds
Still restless heart can't share that peace
The noble giants rise aside
Their ancient wisdom joins the skies
But when I close the eyes
I rush towards the past
Where days were always cold
Should I stay there forever?

My spring is sleeping inside of
The frozen gardens of my bitter memory
Oh, I wish the time could heal
The lifelong agony

I see a perfect world
Of silent harmony
But I'm a bird that's scared to fly
The roots of fear have grown so deep
This is the curse I have to keep
I still remember all
The place without the roads
With no one by my side
Should I stay there forever?