Going down to nowhere

I walk alone through pain and deceptions
I know my fate has tragic dimensions
I think my soul is going down to nowhere
And as you see the devil keeps holding me close

I can feel it's time to die
Won't you help me old best friend?
I bleed while you laugh
For thousands of moments
We shared all our deep plans
And now when I need you
You show me your instinct

In your hands you hold my life
I have no way to survive
I will die, there's no return
Soon my soul will stink and burn