I knew you'd never fly

Wake up I'm calling you
Get up they're mocking you!
I thought that you were the ones who would make it all on your own
No?
I tried so hard you're asking wake up
I'm only asking the obvious
I tried you once but you won't wake up
I'm only asking what could have been
I knew back then you'd never fly
But I feel entitled
I feel no desire
I know that we are not alone and we have never been so far away from you
I tried so hard you're asking wake up
I'm only asking the obvious
I tried you once but you won't wake up
I'm only asking what could have been
I knew back then you'd never fly
We all are almost certain we'll never find why we live and we die
It's a question with answers
Wake up or fall in the face of them
(I tried you once but you won't)
Wake up or fall in the face of them
(I'm waking up please help me)