Last chapter

I'm standing out in the rain thinking about you again.
While staring a hole into the sky.
Where did it all go wrong?
How can I end it all?
Please let me in, cause I want you to know
You don't need me and I don't need you.

But I just don't know. I can't let go. Help me to regain myself.
I don't know why I can't decide what this feeling means to me.
So I can't let go yet

When will I be satisfied?
Dreams will help me te come nearby.

But I just don't know. I can't let go.
Help me get back on my feet.
I don't know why I can't define
what these dreams want me to see.

But I just don't know. I can't let go. Help me to regain myself.
I don't know why I can't decide what this feeling means to me.

And I can't let go yet.
Tell me how I can let this pass me by.
Fade away and stay.