Itab (blame)

You keep blaming me and I
of blame had enough
my body has withered away
under the burden and you say
you want to go away
please do
my heart is used to pain.

From childhood I taught my heart
to love you
this eye of mine was confined
only to the sight of you
and God knows
I never laughed but for you
so why do you keep
opening all these doors for me.

I live far away
from Joy and its nights
pray, is this not what it means
to be faithful tell me
if not, how could one become that.

If all this painful doubt
all this friction is just jealousy
you'd better cut it out
you've exhausted me, God bless your soul
and if others who teach you this
were close to your heart
then God bless you my love
in what you've found.

The more I love you
the more tears I have in my eyes
and I wish to God I could
go back on your dire loving
days will pass by
youth shall fly away.

Where will you find a heart
like my own
that has forgiven you so much
and made up every time
0 how often have I said
tomorrow it shall repent
and denounce your love
I could never do it my love
This heart could never repent.