Tales from the fourth floor

I feel half the time I need to lose it all
Start from nothing and pick up all the shame
Deeply sinned
Deeply grinning
at the lechery
of you but
you're a mockery of what a man should be

Can't believe
I let you make me afraid
Some sort of predator
Not enough bullets in the world
to kill you with
I can see it now
The powerful now powerless
Ah, what a sigh of relief, it's done
Never want to feel
like
I brought it on myself
but you know that's not the way it is

Refuse to let you win
So I take it back from you
the power that you stole

But let me say
That you've awakened me

I've made some mistakes
I won't pretend that I'm a saint
But I've made up my mind
Because now is the time
to see things anew
despite of the bad times
live life with a smile
and scream out loud
Baby, "i'm okay.'

Cause you've awakened me

This is what it feels like to be free