Fluid idols

Is it fear, is it fear
that you feel inside of you?
The sky brakes red and orange
The flowers open as they always open

But gathered with thin dust
And poison mushrooms everywhere
I tell myself I won the war
And then I find I'm different from all

Is it fear, is it fear
that you feel inside of you?
Try to get away from the things I do
My eyes want open as they always open

But can we awaken?
Do we always have to die?
Die in our dreams?
Can we awaken?