Speak the words

I need the hurting words
Please let me hear them now
Quench my need for pain
I want to feel it now

Silence he spoke again, oh
Or is it I don't want to hear ?
I read the words in his trembling hand
How can my love feed so much fear ?

Why don't you crucify me
So I can be reborn
I cannot bear the cross anymore

So many tears I cry behind my eyes
A silent, blinding form of lie
The hands that once took are now eager to release
One injunction I disappear

Let me hear what you want, but do you know ?
I'm beggin' you to speak the words, I can't let go

How can I stop breathing you ?
How can I stop sleeping you?
When will I stop bleeding you?
I just can't stop needing you, no

If you're looking for means to breed my hate
Rumor-spreading, broken promises are vain
The sanity assassin crawls inside my brain
His name is love, yeah

Hate I do not need
Nothingness I seed
Mercy is my plea
Why don't you speak the words ?