Desperate times call for desperate levers

The sun is up already but for some reason I just want to lie here instead.
Everything's a second place to your cause and I know you're looking for that applause.
If you don't care anymore then I hope I die here in my sleep tonight.
Trust me I've read your thoughts over and over every night when it gets too hard.
But you say that I don't know you, and when he tried to kill you I wasn't there.
I wish I was.
Well, I wish we could pick up where we left off.
If you don't care anymore then I hope I die here in my sleep tonight.
I hope I die in my sleep tonight.
If you care then I'll care for you.
But if you don't care then I don't care anymore.