What we call life?

In Life we must act
We have to accept the things
and must react the fact
that we do not know what it brings

Life is so unfair
the real cicle of life
must be backwards
Sometimes I think I'm in a nightmare

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Here inside I realize
the vanity of words
on the deepest of my soul
I don't know
And I wonder
The meaning of a lifetime.
Everybody tries to find!
What we call Life?

I Would like to choose in advance
Things I could not had the chance
I do not had the freewill
To came and be just a shill
What are we doing here?
Why can't I choose this before?