Just a memory

I've never felt somebody watching over me. I'm on my own, I'm by myself. Reality has never been so true to me. I won't believe you're just a memory.
Everything I look at, the painful memories. They'll always be with me. Why can't the feelings be the same? I thought it could've been the way we wanted it, I thought I could've been. Why can't the feelings go away?

These scars won't go away. Your love is all that I bled. These scars won't go away. Do you feel each tear that drops from my eye? Can you feel the pain? You'll never know what I went through, and now I'll never be the same.
Did you even look both ways?
Never again can I feel this way, because you tore my heart right out of me. I can't believe all those words you said to me. Now I'm holding back all the shit that I got back.

Too much love could hurt someone. Sometimes I cry. The feelings, the dreams, I cannot hide. If you were still mine, our love is scarred on me forever.
Sometimes I wish I had never gone through with all those words you said to me. I can't go on hiding feelings this long.