The tragedy of delusion

I scream as I fall to Earth, my lungs about to explode
Echoes rebound around the World
My head spins nauseously, my mind feels weak

In darkness I land
Cold feet touch the ground
I walk this wilderness
I am home

I sit by the water's edge
Waiting for her to face to appear
This sadness has almost past, I'm left cold and bitter
Face me one last time, show me how you feel
Come to me one last time, make these dreams real

I come to you, in this dream one last time
To say goodbye my love, I have to go
But if this water was to rise and drag me in
This heart would keep beating for you my love

Would you hold out your hand, would you pull me out?
Would you follow me down here my love?
We'd sink down together
We would be forever

I slam down my fist into the water
My insanity is breaking through, never can I rest
What is remains, but what was meant to be, will never be
This continual cycle of happiness to despair has left me only human

I thought I was stronger, a coward to myself
Stop running, stop running away

It keeps biting, tearing this lost soul
I can't let it be, heal me

Self destructing, self tormenting, beating yourself
I thought I was king, but delusion is all that remains

I stand by the water, I'm thinking of her
Uncertain of the future, I look to her
She is my inspiration for life
Your life forever in my heart

If only things were different, I'd help you
Restore the colour back into your eyes

You're so cold alone, heal yourself

And when the nights grow cold
I'm with you, I'm sorry for the hurt and pain I caused you
Go forth, run free and heal yourself

Spread your wings and fly away from your abyss

I can only thank you
A long dark path lays ahead, but I walk with my head high

I will heal