Self desintegration

So hard to explain
What is happening in my head
Pressure growing fast
It?s brain overload
I can?t gather thoughts
They?re sucked into the void
What will fill the space?
Memories erased

Dehumanized completely
I?m an empty shell
Use me as you will
I?m a loyal slave
Self disintegration
Best way to fight with man
Reduce their live to zero
They will never disobey

What is this?
A monster in my head
Took my own thoughts from me
His eyes
Lurking in the space
Of disappearing dreams

I forgot the taste of freedom
And everything i?ve ever been
Ego completely wasted
Decaying piece by piece

What is this?
A monster in my head
Took my own thoughts from me
His eyes
Lurking in the space
Of disappearing dreams

Drill my mind
And find an empty soul
Destructed, destined to fall
It is you
Driven me insane
It?s over, i?m dead ? again