Dead is the only adventure i have left

Always running around for everyone else but me,
I'm such a catastrophe.
Wait up for holding onto my dignity,
Somehow we'll make it, somehow we'll make it through.
Hold on, hold on,
I've been running for oh so long, (i'll try to find myself)
Soon i'll be gone.
But your wrongs have keep me busy, but you know i have guts,
But i never had the guts, i never had the guts to spill.

Well how about yourself?
And do you have what it takes?
To raise the stakes and show, that you have it in you to just pick up and go

Give me a reason just to see things through,
To the end because i'm on to you.
Girl, i need a shovel to dig myself out of this one.

I'm sick of proving to you that we're not losing
I'm such a catastrophe
And you said you want it, then just come and take it.
But no i won't take it, no i won't take it-
I'm sick of proving to you that we're not losing
I'm such a catastrophe
And you said you want it, then just come and take it.
But no i won't take it, no i won't take it no.

And i've been making a list up inside my head and so far,
I'm really having trouble 'cuz it's longer than the stretch of my attention span.
But thick and thin don't mean anything to me
I don't want to be, meant for you if you never want to be there for me, be there for me.

I'm sick of proving to you that we're not losing
I'm such a catastrophe
And you said you want it, then just come and take it.
But no i won't take it, no i won't take it-
I'm sick of proving to you that we're not losing
I'm such a catastrophe
And you said you want it, then just come and take it.
But no i won't take it, no i won't take it no.

Think past, think past everything i ever said about trying to find my head.
Tr-tr-truth is, you probably know way more than i know (scratch that, you definitely do)

Think past, think past everything i ever said about trying to find my head.
(while i try to find myself)
Tr-tr-truth is, you probably know way more than i know
Scratch that, you definitely do

I'm sick of proving to you that we're not losing
(always running around for everyone else but me)
I'm such a catastrophe
And you said you want it, then just come and take it.
But no i won't take it, no i wont take it-
I'm sick of proving to you that we're not losing
I'm such a catastrophe
And you said you want it, then just come and take it.
But no i won't take it, no i wont take it-
I can take it, no i won't take it
No!