And also i'm really scared

I met you at the summer camp
All alone
Stealing ancient artifacts
Burning homes

I don't really understand
Why anyone forgives us
I don't wanna hold your hand
I just wanna give up

Swallowing the stars again
On the floor
Crashing in your father's car
Like we did before

I don't really understand
If anyone would miss us
I don't wanna hold your hand
If you're just gonna give up

Chocolate cake and lava lamps
I'm not even alive yet
I just wanna hold your hand
While everybody's dying
And you're not even trying