Tragician

(I spend most of my days, and most of my nights
Chasing tomorrow)

I hate the things I do
And all the shit I put you through
It's tragic, I'm static
I am the world's worst
I am my own worst enemy
And I hate me

Most days, I can't believe I'm still here
Most days, I'm surprised

You want a new life
I wanna do what's right by you
But I can't seem to get my shit together
Not ever, no matter how hard I try
I never seem to get it right

I'm sick of having you depend on me
Because I'll let you down like I always do
I am the world's worst
I am my own worst
It's crazy you stuck with me

Most days, I can't believe you're still here
Most days, you cry

And through all the times we've had
I never saw what you saw in me
Through all the times we've tried
I could never be what you needed of me
But I wish I were

You want a new life
I wanna do what's right by you
But I can't seem to get my shit together
Not ever, no matter how hard I try
I never seem to get it right

I still remember
I still remember
I still remember how I made you feel

I still remember
I still remember
I still remember how I made you feel
Once upon a time