The catalyst

At dawn I wait for you
In my one star hotel room
Jump the walls of your school
And come help me with my blues

We will watch people passing by
Thru this window

Of darkness and pain
Misery and love
I can treat you as a friend
Or you can be my lover

I put my lovers on a line
They all screamed regret
It should be my sociopathy
Or the smell of cigarettes

Cause we will never know
In this search for a heart of gold
Who is really worthy
And who is just a waste of time