Where it all went wron

What if this isn't me,
This has consumed everything.
And I swear I'm leading myself away,
away into a place I don't miss.
You and I, we know this place, its not real.
Where we can believe in whatever we need.
I can never feel this way again.
It's just a land of thoughts.
I will take everything I need.
This was dropped on me so suddenly
And I’m trying to think of where it all went wrong
Was it me, or Was I just not worth it?
Because these thoughts still are haunting me
I have no control of my own mind.
With a soul of its own.
We have dipped to a new high.
Threw our thoughts to the other side.
Was it all worth it?
To treat me this way.
You scared me for life.
I just cant forget all the pain and hurt you put me through
You are just a part of me,
And I just can’t seem to forget this shit.
This gate has opened,
the city has became a ruin.
Lost in the trails in time.
This beast we have created is only the mirror.
I wish we would wake up from this dream
We have lied ourselves into debt.
This was dropped on me so suddenly
and I’m trying to think of where it all went wrong
Was it me, or was I just not worth it?
Because these thoughts still are haunting me
I have no control of my own mind.
With a soul of its own, we have dipped to a new high.
Threw our thoughts to the other side.
I wish we could wake up from this dream,
we have lied to ourselves.
I hate everything we have become.