Got lost

Welcome to my world, where I'm the king
Where the only limitation, is me
Where my word is law, Where everything works
&, it never ends, all is a joke, is a joke

Those thoughts through my mind, that poisoned my body
Closing my eyes, burning my soul, living without faith

Which is the lie? Only the truth disguised
Which is the truth? Whatever you want to believe

Now look at my eyes, the hell is there
Deepest phobias came before that I should pay for them

Welcome to my world where I'm the king
Where the only limitation, is me

The course from my life pursued by the demons inside of me
Whispering me their will as a mannequin
There's no hope of sanity
It leaved out of my hands
When it used to govern me

Who am I?
Cuz isn't the first time
That the mirror shows me, someone that I'm not
Someone that got lost