The wrecking

How can you find yourself
Betrayed
For this single target
Perfection has made it worth while?

Trying. stand when all else falls. away. wrong ideals.
An abolishing curse. sickness has become a goal.
Engage. in combat with yourself. i want to know.
What you ache for. i want to know.
Have you touched the center of your own sorrow?

Your chosen lifestyle drives you to
Pursue the achievement of what they see
Survive the devastation that they wreak
Why can't you see what's beauty?

Stand when all else falls away. you can disappoint another.
To be true to yourself. the new culture of death. pain. an addiction. pain
Why can't you see? pain

An abolishing curse. sickness has become a goal.
How can you find yourself. betrayed.

Perfection. what makes it worth?
Beauty, even when it's not pretty. you have been opened by life's betrayals.
In your fear. freezing cold. all for your dreams your heart just stopped.
Your heart just stopped.

Your chosen lifestyle drove you to
Pursue the achievement of what they see
Survive the devastation that they wreak
You lived in the eyes of the others

Enslaved by their social standards
Why couldn't you see who you were?