What's left behind

I used to think
That you were good
That you were passionate
Your life seemed to be

What you wanted the most
You screwed up
All for you dreams
By pushing everyone that was around you
I need to breathe

To keep control
A twisted quest for power has begun
Reverse the time
I want to erase the moment
When you decided to come along

Your mind
Memories
Of what's left behind
Your guts are hungry
And your head crammed with stress

Your mind
Memories
Of what's left behind
Your heart won't follow
You can't stand yourself
Look around

Trying to reach
Everything that you failed
Don't budge
You won't succeed
You're already half a decade too late

When i take my last strength
To water down what's behind
I know you are lost because the fire won't stop
Plunge your eyes
Go strait in mine

The vulture in my heart will hunt you down the need to scream
To forget about control
A two player challenge for power won't be won
Looking at you
Still and cold i have no regrets

Your tears don't reach my thoughts
Don't look for comfort in my eyes
Grab ahold of yourself
Change the speed of your breath

I want to erase the moment
When you decided to come along
Your guts are hungry
And your head crammed with stress

Your mind
Memories of what's left behind
I won't take any time
Trying to know you better

You strike again
And crash on my world
You make me remember what i can't stand you
Is this even real or just in your built up stories?