Wanna be a martyr

Why are you talking to me?
I think I've taken too much
Tell me who told you
What you think you know
If I am changing
Maybe I'm growing into a version
Of the sewer Christ picture show
Maybe it's stupid
Maybe it's nothing
Maybe this something
Just won't go away
I'm not a liar
And I'm not a martyr
I'm just trying
Not to get thrown away
How does it feel?
I feel so alone
How does it feel?
I feel so cold
Maybe it's stupid
Maybe it's nothing
Maybe this something
Just won't go away
How does it feel?
I feel so alone
(What did you take from me?
I give you everthing)
How does it feel to be part of your world?
How does it feel to be part of this world?