Swan song

I arranged it all in my head
I'd write silences from here on out
One last trip across the expanse
It would come to an end
Spells still assembled in my mind
They were different now
The alchemy was in the words
The routine of chaos had diminished and died
Gold for bondage

They'll be no swan song just
A light to guide you through the snow
They'll be no swan song just
A night when you're truly lost
I had already sang the night
The magick of it all had left me
I was lost in myself
I crawled out of its dripping jaws too many times
Gold for bondage

They'll be no swan song just
A light to guide you through the snow
They'll be no swan song just
A night when you're truly lost
The night came where I was lost
And no longer knew who I was