The nebulous entity of love (denied sanctuary part ii)

And the Sun will never rise again
Before my eyes
The judgement will never come
Relieve me of my hope
Just a single word and I'll be gone

Years of craving for you
Have drained the the will to live
Love has taken its toll
In the night I cry, waiting for salvation
Depression
Obsession
Repression
Disintegration

Why do I have to feel this pain
In the end it's just another loss
And all efforts were in vain
But I will fight till the bitter end

Sweetest suffering
memories of a shattered past
dreaming of a perfect future
And I remember every single word you said
Burning like open wounds withing my soul
when you cross my path again
I see you're my goddess eternally

The end is near, your spell of damnation is cast on me
You don't even recognise that you're killing me
For I'm trapped inside that nebulous Entity of Love