All too well

Alright
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Quick to say the obvious
When this is preposterous
Don't care about the awkwardness
I know it all too well

The attention makes me hibernate
But I've learned to tolerate
Fear with love but I carry hate
Fucked up complex, can you relate?
No, I doubt it

And it's better off that you don't
He's conceited, I can tell so imma
Slit his fucking throat
Wait I'm too angry got problems
Have you noticed? Just stuck in [?]
Alone with my thoughts come and bury me
Socialize only musically

Most likely gonna have you fooled
Sad to say but kinda true
And I'm the one still growing up
Relevant who gives a fuck
I'm that bitch, I wish you would
More gossip on the topic
Wasting time come on now drop it
Where's your head at? And why you asking questions?
This simply a distemper
Out the womb you steppin'
Asking for handout cause
I'm gettin' recognition (not this again)

Ok, I see you
Little buster
Fuck this shit I'm down to ride
Only one thing on my mind
Surviving at all cause it's taken too high
Like all the time
I guess the drugs I misuse
So quick to help my issues

Wait. Who really knows at the moment?
Like all the time
Like all the time
Only one thing on my mind
Like all the time
Like all the time
Only one thing on my mind

I want that brand new shit, shit finna baby steps
Discussion, interruption, only listen cause I overslept
What's the point of saving, lost the craving to the specialty
In the reality your loyalty not done respectfully

Easy for me to see more than you think
Where you coming from?
What goes up must go down, and another one
Subconscious makes me nauseous
Tell my sis we gotta be cautious
Independent something sacred
Seen all the bullshit, bet we made it
And that ain't compare to the problems
We shared and the bullshit that we facing

Wait, hold up. Take it
Kinda makes you wanna break shit
At a loss just like my patience, [?] because I'm atheist
Have the rawest because my placement
Came along with so much hatred
Stuck between a rock and a hard place
Tied up like an arm race
Light up like a car chase
What am I doing? Everything I say in a sixteen that I lane [?] nowadays leads to so much confusion