Thoughts

Frequent masturbation
Too much isolation
No one around to hear me out
Jealous thoughts beat me down

Repeated loss and rejection
I'm in want of any human connection
There must be something wrong
I'm useless and scared of going out
I'm in a hole, i can't get out

And nobody knows
Nobody goes "oh, that must be awful, don't leave, don't go.
You're needed and loved - i love you, you know.
George, george, i love you, you know."