Another useless day

Dawn has come
This horrific pain
Another fucking day
I managed to go through

Millions of stars
Millions of suns
Innocence undefiled by sin
Sin undefiled by innocence
Astral visions god's voice
Angels' singing
Demons' screaming
Ecstasy and exultation
Depression and stupefaction
I spin around my mind

I'm swimming
It must be heaven
It can just as well be hell

Harmonious order changing into chaos
Chaos reflecting in the mirror
Rumble, rattle, pain
Millions of faces on the ground
All of them dull
These are my faces
These are my reflections
Surrealism tangled with irrationalism

I'm swimming
It must be heaven
It can just as well be hell

I don't know what the fuck is going on
What the fuck is going on

I'm swimming
It must be heaven
It can just as well be hell
Dawn has come
This horrific pain
Another fucking day
I managed to go through
Unfortunately...
Another useless day