I tried to cry for myself

I'm sad, I tried all the time for you
Now, is the time, my time
I don't know what to do,
I only know that I tried

I tried to cry for myself
Cause I need to cry
I tried to cry for myself
Only you can change my life

I tried to be perfect
I tried to be good
How, I am your target
I am your drink and your food
That sustains you and makes me fool

I tried to cry for myself
Cause I need to cry
I tried to cry for myself
Only you can change my life

I'm so sad, I'm broken, I'm dead
I'm your angel of death