Name above all names

I am eternally thankful for my second chance to live
Life is too important and not nearly cheap enough to give
My sister taught me a lesson that I'll be able to teach to somebody else's kid
Never leave a loved one in a bad note
I must confess I'm guilty of something memorable that I did

All we need to know about life is this one big forgotten choice
Up in the air or dealt with our insecurities inner most voice

All we need to know about life is this one big forgotten choice
Up in the air or dealt with our insecurities inner most voice

Talk about the wrong drug for me
They're all the same
Each one's different
Dissecting and infecting my brain
I've cried a thousand times never realizing it's my time to shine
It's my time to rewind
It's my time to blame someone else for the choices I don't have to spill
I'm done taking something to fix me like a pill
I'm done thinking that something like an anti-depressant could be helpful
Cause it's not doing anything but making more of a fool
For everyone around me who sees how crazy I got
It's time to stop
Take a step back
Can't you see?
I'm trying to try
I'm trying to try