Stillborn life

I have fallen into disbelief, an intermission to reality
To end the darkness I need to conceal my inner fears
They'll tear me the fuck apart, break me down, and grind me to pieces
The life that I've lived ain't worth nothing to me, why even bother to feel?

All the thoughts that surround me are dark, like the hole I crawled out of I ain't got no heart
By endless submission I crawl on my knees, a hibernation into deep freeze

Too many times before, I've been frozen to the core
Why can't I just get some relief? (get myself back on my feet)
Too many times I've tried, just to fall down again and cry
Why can't I just find some belief?

Depravity's taken it's toll, I can't be the one who is left in control
To cease a whole different perspective I know, I need to be more objective, more receptive
On my knees I struggle to breathe, without emotion it's harder to feel
To go to exile is my final resort, to save this world from my distorted mind

Too many times before, I've been frozen to the core
Why can't I just get some relief? (get myself back on my feet)
Too many times I've tried, just to fall down again and cry
Why can't I just find some belief? In darkness I stumble in grief!

There's no way of reversing, there's no way I could ever turn back
To the end I am bleeding, I am stuck on this track
There's no way I can make it, there's no way I could ever turn back
To the end I am bleeding, I am stuck on this endless track