An autumn that came too soon

In these times, in this age
In a real bad phase
Do you really believe I wanna be awake?
On a ship, not deployed, in an uncharted void
I feel useless and annoyed

Steps equal emptiness
Orange equals sadness
Old man equals little boy
Woman equals madness
You are solar
I am polar
You are the earth
And I am the moon Of an autumn that came too soon

On a tree, on a sea
Holding on for dear me
There's a light that could shine on the shore
There's a garden that's kept
Where they say Jesus wept
Where the gods grow tall with the gore

Steps equal emptiness
Orange equals sadness
Old man equals little boy
Woman equals madness
You are solar
I am polar
You are the earth
And I am the moon Of an autumn that came too soon