Last one standing

I try so hard to don't take notice.
I try so hard to don't feel a thing.
I shut my eyes and cover my ears.
And just try to live inside of me.
I try and try again but fail.
No matter which efforts that I might make.
Until the day that I awake and realize.
That I just hate every mother fucking human piece of filth that is alove.
Overwhelmed by all these new sensations.
And all things that I never felt before.
A relevation when I open my eyes.
And what I see is was I despice.
Now that my ears can hear their mindless talk.
It feeds me anger and thoughts of genocide.
With hatred as solid as my vision is grand.
Of mass destruction 'til mankinds end.
And all creation in reverse.
To rid me of this human curse.
These thoughts trouble me.
But at least I now know why.
I just want to be,
the only thing alive.