157th breakdown

Havin' a breakdown
Fear slipped under my skin
Havin' a breakdown
It's sinking in now
Breakdown
Breakdown
Havin' a breakdown now

People try to tell me that I'm paranoid
Some say that I hung around with nasty boys
I have a fear of flying
And one day I'll by lying here face down

Looking in the mirror trying to save myself
Scratching at the beast inside for mental health
Voices of the sages
Spilling thru the pages of my life
Still I

Breakdown
One hundred and fifty seven ways
To fall apart
Breakdown
One hundred and fifty seven ways
Life breaks my heart breakdown
Well who ever said that living life is like an art
I'm thinking it thru still I'm coming unglued again
At the seams

Maybe I should learn to breathe more oxygen
Stop crawling up the walls the keep on caving in
I'm preaching to the choir
And my world's on fire once again
Jump in

Breakdown
One hundred and fifty seven ways
To fall apart
Breakdown
One hundred and fifty seven ways
Life breaks my heart breakdown
Well who ever said that living life is like an art
I'm thinking it thru still I'm coming unglued again

Now I'm swimming upstream
And I try to cling to what's true for me
I can't see a thing when
I hang by a string - I'm screwed

Breakdown
Breakdown
Breakdown

I don't know how to feel
I don't know what is real

Breakdown
One hundred and fifty seven ways
That life go black
Breakdown
One hundred and fifty seven pills
To bring me back
Breakdown
My burning head is screaming louder to attack
I'm thinking it thru still I'm coming unglued again
Breakdown
So many ways to fall apart
Breakdown
I'm not gonna fall this time
Breakdown
I'm not gonna fall
Not gonna fall or breakdown
I'm thinking it thru still I'm coming unglued again
At the seems
A hundred and fifty ways to breakdown
I'm thinking it thru I'm coming unglued again
At the seems