Dead or alive

Memories, pale and gray.
Nightmares clear as day.
Echoes of desperation. Where am I? Who am I?
Reality is slippin', slippin' away.
Gotta get a grip, gotta hang on tight.
I'm a couple screws loose, I'm out of my mind.
I question who I am all of the time.
Searching for the answers I'm never gonna find.
I can't decide if I'm still alive

I've lost myself inside my mind.
Dead or alive? Did I survive?
I've lost myself inside my mind.
Dead, dead or alive?

I'm a couple screws loose, I'm out of my mind.
I question who I am all of the time.
Searching for the answers I'm never gonna find.
I can't decide if I'm still alive

And it scares me to death!

I've lost myself inside my mind.
Dead or alive? Did I survive?
I've lost myself inside my mind.
Dead or alive?